Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Letting go

Letting go of someone isn't hard for the usual reasons...you'll miss him, he knows all your secrets, you like his cologne etc. Letting go is hard because you can't believe that the other person isn't gutted because you're not in his life any more. It's hard to believe that losing you has not managed to destroy his existence as you know it. So you hang around. Reading subtext into every look, send sms's for fake information requirements, happen to be at old haunts. Desperately hoping for one of two things:
a) he looks at you and a single tear rolls down his cheek..
b) he looks at you falls to his knees and begs to have you back. At which point you pat him on the head and have the inexplicable joy of saying NO!
Having hung around people who've had their hearts stomped on of late i've noticed this in every single case.
Makes you think don't it?

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