The launch

The tiny company i'm part of had a big launch:) ...our first ever service was unveiled with the MTV Vj's and much shoo sha

I'm back!

Wow it's been a while!! Spent about four months doing very little other than getting my wisdom tooth removed and some cavities filled...not fun in case you were wondering:)
Have started working with a small sweet little company that has big dreams and a lot of heart. cross your fingers:)
Turn 28 in 2 months rather overwhelmed by that..i know it's not OLD..i know age ain't nothing but a number but being so close to 30 is freaking me out badly!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuggghhhh

easy like sunday morning

I have decided to quit my corporate type job where I am nothing more than a glorified toe rag. In the next couple of months I am going to be the best damn lotus eater there is....turn's out mid life crisis's come earlier than they used:)

Will try my darndest to update you guys on the adventures that follow!

Personal Ad....

I am now in the market for new boyfriend. Have decided to put down a list of must have's that any potential candidate must posses in order to apply for said position:

- Must be 27 years old atleast..no younger men..sorry
-Must have atleast 3 written reccomendation letters from women that once dated him. Very important. It can't be friends they always say nice things however big an asshole the guy is.
- Must be considered attractive by my appointed jury
- Has to have watched atleast 10 foreign films in his lifetime
- Should have travelled to atleast a few country's or studied abroad...to make sure that he doesn't have a needlepoint perception of the world and women
- Should never have dated a model and shouldn't ever want to
- Must NEVER use the following phrases " I'm not in a relationship place right now", "I'm not as emotionally involved as you are", " I'm not looking for anything serious right now". Who are you fooling boys? we ALL know exactly what that means.
- Should like pinky and the brain, calvin and hobbes and the simpsons. Should have seen the usual suspects, fight club, high fidelity and being cyrus and liked them.
-Cannot on any account at any point in time in any circumstances call me "his bitch/hoe/chick/girl"
- Cannot be a virgin

Hmmmm....I think this ad just explained why i'm single!...sigh....

I get sick when i'm around...

Is it just me or does everyone have a violent almost cellular reaction to some people?...you know the type that lodges themselves under your skin and proceed to jump around a good deal?...uggh!! just the fact that this person breathes annoys you and you spend some free moments fantasising of ways to inflict pain on this person. Harsh I know...but I never was a contender for Miss Congeniality:)

Popular psych theories state that you dislike someone because they have traits that you inherently posses and aren't at peace with and blah di blah di blah. Screw that! I'm a veritable angel in comparison to said plonker who I think should be stripped naked and paraded around the town square so everyone can laugh at his little willy.

Whew! I feel better now:) the benefits of a good rant are highly under rated.

Things to do...

- Have one moment of stillness....no noise...no voices in my head or outside of it....just breathe and be..
- Sing...loudly...easily...with all my soul..like it was meant to be..instead of chiming in sweetly and quietly at the chorus
- Trust that it'll be ok....because...it just will
- Re learn how to play Mario brothers...damn can't believe i can't seem to play it
-Run....i-pod on...on lovely clean track...cute outfit...like a sports shoe commercial..
-Walk tall...head held high...look people in the eye
- Let go....of something, anything, everything....
-Go scuba diving
-Smoke 3 ciggarettes a day. Thats it. Not one more not one less.
-Take care of my feet
- Smile more
-cry....tears of joy...tears of sorrow...tears of hope
-Write more
- Eat more fruits
-Read more
-Dance
-Learn to play Tennis
-Smoke a cigar...whisky in hand...wearing a top hat and a bow tie

Not waiting for a magical love to transform my life..

It's an odd thing to wake up one day and realise that the chances of you becoming an astronaut, a film star or a UN diplomat are so slim they're non existent.

The realisation that the universe is not a benevolent place where justice will be done and what goes around will come around...not in your life time.

That bad things happen to good people.

Sometimes love doesn't conquer all...sometimes it doesn't even put up a fight.

When did growing up mean surrendering all hope to the alter of the "real world?"....

Well "real world" and all it's practical inhabitants hear me roar...." You can take my soul but you can take my irrepressible, irrational, inexplicable hope-dom!"......couldn't find something that rhymed with freedom:)